This is a CDR of rough mixes that I recorded by myself and have re-recorded for the album "Always Distance the Lonely".
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That's the way it goes
Da da da da daa
Da da da da daa
and that's the way it goes
swans songs
in damaged lungs
swim with old friends
I'm counting to trade
for all the new ones
Slow reader listen wait
why can't we please hold on
I'd like to find out
about lady luck
I noticed your little
girls are doves
it's no big thing
we all have to grow up
monkeys and barrels
I hear she screams
the insects sing
I'm lonely
and that's the way it goes
Da da da da daa
And that's the way it goes
Anything for Free
I'm free
with other ideas of being free
Just me and me
Collecting Opinions and beliefs to share with Nobody
Is this feeling true
let's do whatever we want to
and whatever we want, we can do
while alone and free.
I must of done someone good
to discover an open ended word
Is this feeling true
let's do whatever we want to
and whatever we want, we can do
while open closed and free
and it's good
to find a perfect open ended word
that makes me feel
I can do something for free
and I'm free
dreaming, leaving, loving
anything
for free
Is this feeling true
let's do whatever we want to
and whatever we want, we can do
while empty and free
I must of done someone good
to discover an open ended word
and I must of let someone go
to find myself all alone
But now I'm free
Just me and me
yes I'm free
To share with nobody
Living free
A freedom to move
and there's laws against
what we used to do
Underpalms
Bright bright scar, the beauty you ware.
pressing hands threw splinters in skin.
You're imperfections are perfect.
Was it in youth when they mistreated you?
Semen tastes just as ugly and we want more, please lend me more.
Remember the caged dead dogs in the creek, sister you ran away,
their coat pushed past the wire entangled lovers.
Wide gaping holes, dialated broken skin,
a drowning forest curved the lines around teeth.
Here lay the beauty in everything.
She told me of the junkie draining money from her flower to keep warm.
I talked of friendship and love and excrement.
Loving daughters and sons, well we are all one,
so take my hand and please remember how to smile.
A perfect imperfection imagination.
Nature hikes, these trees have seen all things
when we can't hear a sound.
peace and quiet here on my side.
Are you a good man or did you do this for the money.
All I know is we fill our stomachs every day.
This old woman said something to my mother, I know she watches over,
it's ice cold, I lay next to her working to dream. I had no right choking that thing.
Under palms we lay awake those dead dogs speak
"Master streaks in time fight where we are bread only to listen, perfecting actions."
Believe
Mr. where red sinks deep
I see you following
I did nothing but believe
I believe our story
where fallen angels weep
is that you watching
Mr. where uglie thoughts keep
why must you stare with such hunger
I did nothing but believe
I believe your story
Is that you
in me
lost again
in our story
I dream
you speak
I sleep
we sleep
sleep
this is our story
is this me
who are you
following
I did nothing but believe
I did nothing but believe
I did nothing but believe
Living in Comfortable
This is how it feels
to live in comfortable
where we can complain
and have anything
I have a job
two free days of my life
and I'm comfortable
arguing politics
we're allowed to argue
and eat anything
to keep comfortable
who's going to give up there things
to do any real changing not you, and not I
because this is how it feels to pretend to believe in anything
would you like to do, I'd like to talk about what we can do
and here I can talk about me
and all the things that I don't like that you do
and here I can talk about we
and pretend to the people around
that I'm someone others should know and be
working 5 days a week
keeping comfortable
This is how it feels to live in comfortable
where we can complain
and have anything
I can have anything
I have a job
And I'm comfortable
yes I'm comfortable
This is how it feels to live in comfortable
to live in comfortable.... this is how it feels
Always Distance the Lonely
Here is a beautiful day
where we sleep underground
dreaming underneath warm grey skies
she swims past
and we wake
to find a beautiful day
for the rain, wind, and sun to explode
and lift eyes
to take a peak
at the lonely
always distance the lonely
just let us be lonely
and listen to the space
Here is a beautiful day
to swim on glowing necks
streaked with lakes
as warm as the devil
will keep his eggs
and distance the lonely
where we can be lonely
here in this beautiful day
tangled in hair
where we sleep